مثل جبل عظيم انهار وبقي عاليا كالكثيب كلما هبت ريح التلف وانطوى على نفسه وكل جزء يطير منه يتنهد , صار صحراء والغائبين مسافات نائية
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الخميس، 4 أبريل 2024
نائية remote
الزائر الاخير The last visitor
كل وطن صخر يا تماضر وكل محب قيس ياليلى
لم نعد عصييين على الدمع يا نهار
ولم يعد بالنخيل رطب يا جلنار
صار الظل ريبة وصار الرتم شبهة
نتناسا ونتذكر ما يجب ان ننساه
على سبيل الغربة وجدتك صدفه وعلى سبيل البوح كتبت لك
هل يزعجك ان اقول ان لدينا ذاكره من ورق
قلت من قبل ان اسواء الاشياء ذاكرة الورق
وبما انْا لدينا ذاكرة عسجديه للحنين
تعالي لنجمع بيدرا ونرتخ قمحا ونبني ذاكرة من قش
تقف كفزاعة الحقل
تخافها الكلمات والصور والاغاني التي تنوي بكائنا
تضج اجنحة الايام جزعا اذ جاءت تدعونا اليها
تعالي لننسى
حدثيني عن هجرتك صوب النهر الجرماني
او تعالي احدثك عن باديتي ونجعتي صوب الرواء
صهيل السراب كاغنية اعجمية حزينه
لحنها يشدك اليك وكلماتها مرايا اللال
لننسى كل مآل والرحيل المعطل للزوال
هل تعلمين انني لا اقدر على نداءك
ان قلت صديقتي هذا غير مرضي
وان قلت حبيبتي هذا جنون و تعدي
نحن اشباه
كعينين لم تلتقيان ابدا
نحن اسمين لجسدين وهميين وافرين ودا
نحن مآقي قالت ما لا يكتب
نحن نواقيس لم تقرع ومنابر قتل واعظها
لا ادري يا ايام ما يدعوني لان اراكي ذات روان
تنظرين لشيء خفي
شيء تكونين انت ِ مأواه وهو ملاذ ابتسامتك
اكتب هذا وانا في عناق اللامعقول
ان حنيني داميا يبدد اشلاء عمري
وقبل انفعالك سأكون مستنكرا وقاحتي
انا متورط بي
كعاصفة حين وحين آخر تصير تهويدتي الاقاحي
هل اسألك عن وجهة ذات نجاة
عن ضوء يفرش عباءته مثل نبي
يا ايم لديا اصدقاء لا يكتبون الشعر ولا ينثرون خواطرهم
لديا اصدقاء شعراء يقرضون الشعر ويبكون خفية
انا الاكثر جرأة حين كتبت لك وحين اعتزلت المدينة
سا محيني ولا تظنين اني ابني سلم من حروف
سماءك بعيده ووقاري يراوغ ايسري
ثم لابد يا ايم ان اودعك
لابد اني انتظرك تضعين وردة وحفنت ياسمين
وعند اسمي المحفور على رخام ابيض ستلقين قصيده
ولاول مره اسمع صوتك واستمع لبحة مشرقه
ستمنحيني الفرح لتكونين الزائر الاخير
Every country is your brother, Tamadur, and every lover of Qais, Laila
We are no longer stubborn to tears, daylight
The palm trees are no longer fresh, oh pomegranate blossom
The shadow became suspicion and the words became suspicion
We forget and remember what we should forget
As a stranger, I found you by chance, and as a way to reveal it, I wrote to you
Does it bother you when I say that we have a memory made of paper?
I said before that the worst things are paper memory
Since we have a golden memory of nostalgia
Come, let's build a threshing floor and build a memory made of straw
Like a scarecrow in the field, the words, images, and songs that intend to make us cry are frightened
The wings of days are filled with alarm as they come calling us to them
Come let us forget
Tell me about your migration towards the Germanic River
Or come, I will tell you about my desert and my relief towards irrigation
The mirage neighs like a sad foreign song
Its melody draws you in and its words are mirrors of the night
Let us forget all the fates and the delaying departure of the demise
Do you know that I cannot call you?
If I tell you that you are my friend, this is not satisfactory
And if you say, my love, this is madness and transgression
We are like two eyes that have never met
We are two names for two imaginary bodies that are abundant and friendly
We are eyeballs that said what is not written
We are bells that have not rung and pulpits whose preacher has been killed
I don't know, oh, days, what makes me see you in a state of amazement
You're looking at something hidden
Something that you can be your refuge and that is the refuge of your smile
I write this while embracing the absurd
My longing is bloody, dissipating the pieces of my life
Before you get emotional, I will denounce my rudeness
I'm involved with me
Like a storm every now and then it becomes my lullaby
May I ask you about a destination with survival?
About a light spreading his cloak like a prophet
Oh, I have friends who do not write poetry or share their thoughts
I have poet friends who recite poetry and cry secretly
I was the boldest when I wrote to you and when I retired from the city
Forgive me and do not think that I am constructing a ladder of letters
Your sky is far away, my heart eludes me
Then, Em, I must bid you farewell
I must be waiting for you to put a rose and a bunch of jasmine
And when my name is engraved on white marble, you will recite a poem
For the first time, I hear your voice and hear its bright hoarseness
You will give me joy to be the last visitor
الثلاثاء، 2 أبريل 2024
سادر بين حيرتين Lost between two confusions
الجمعة، 29 مارس 2024
ردود ادبية "سبعة جواهر" "Seven jewels" Literary responses
Your Best Regret
"seven gems"
That particular project needs work, or at least just another person's perspective to refine it. The same could be said with the "crazy" one, the soap one(s), the notes, the signs, the art even, and, the various drama sites with the opinion articles, or the... various more "tasteful" subscription services you provide, or any number of the other various assorted things I've stumbled upon and probably forgot almost as quickly, or couldn't say was you with abject certainty.
Don't get me wrong, though.
Would it mean anything if I said I... admire you, secretly?
But that I'm genuinely hurt, by your lack of trust and faith in me. That I'm jealous of you, and it's something which probably even causes me to hold myself back for some strange reason? That I resent you for not partnering with ME, and you instead just chose whomever it is you chose to work with, that has never been me.
I've had a lot of curiosity about these things, but never pressed you because I figured you'd fly off the fucking radar and overreact in a almost certainly pointlessly negative manner along with so many others. So I just left it all alone, though I do know some juicy aspects. ;)
I figured if you never told me when I was with you, you obviously didn't trust me with this for whatever reason. My assumption has been 99% likelihood of there being a 3rd party I'm unaware of, probably a web developer, though I know you've dabbled yourself in such endeavors, particularly since you got your lil genius buddy helping you 100% of the time now. Impressive, truly.
Would it mean anything if I said I do, deep down, really truly admire you? I admire you for your efforts, your willingness to "try", to give seemingly anything a good go, though I'm 99% certain it's not something you do alone, and in fact you might not even be the primary partner in some/most of it, or at the very least you didn't used to be, or I guess didn't always on your own? Idk, it's a jumbled mess within my suppositions and theories.
These are all mostly theories, truthfully, as it goes with these things, you're far more private most of the time, but understandably so.
Although, I will say that I think/have thought that your work would benefit tremendously with some genuine and properly structured feedback (meaning you don't get fuckin offended or upset for whatever potential reason). I don't mean this in a negative way, because it's impressive either way,
Some of the stuff I've seen you create is actually incredible, especially your speed and industriousness, it baffles me sometimes.
Yet, it so often seems like you're justtttt shy of your incredible potential (I know, you hate that word). Like, the amount of times that I feel the tension from your frustration creeping through in your writing tells me that you probably feel the same way, like you're always justtttt short of a significant breakthrough.
Sometimes you do make it, though.
Just mad ramblings, don't take it personally.
Unless... it's you? And it's you yourself, whom are the mystery party. Would explain much, though my sadness would remain the same at being excluded. No fun.
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May the peace, blessings, and mercy of God be upon you
Dear teacher, I salute you
good greeting
And yet
Your letter made me very happy
I was reclining and a session of appreciation and respect for your honorable position and your kind message
I do not want to say something to you that you might consider as a compliment, but I am used to being frank
Behind this letter, I see a sane man who has gone through all the trials of life
I confess to you and the admission of guilt is a virtue 1- I did not try to improve anything in fact, even my writing I describe in most of its stages as delirium
Its title is Bridges of Infinity
I wrote a lot, a lot, and lost a lot, both in the papers I wrote and in the online world
I don't even remember it anymore or care about it, where it goes, or what kind of reaction it is, right or wrong.
In the sense that I am fading away with it and do not intend to prove my existence
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Dear Professor: Greetings to you
I am neither a good reader nor a good writer, but rather temporary cases that I write and then forget
But I admit that I cried while writing most of them
Sometimes circumstances force us to flee to another direction.
Away from the stories of politicians, the streets, and everyday concerns
Sometimes I get very addicted to the alphabet
I write it as if I was thirsty for its cold water
I eat it madly and then it does not help me as a treatment and I cannot hate it
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My dear respected teacher
When I re-read your letter, I realize that you are a different person from those I knew in this imaginary world.
Reminds me of a friend of mine I met through literary forums on websites
He gave me so many lessons and I loved him with all my heart and wept for his passing
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Dear respected teacher:
Whoever reads your post should be proud to have a teacher like you. We should be envied
Because you give us a pure soul and honest and clear speech
Clear as the sun
I did not turn down an invitation, nor did I get tired of literary criticism
But you would smile if I told you that despondency and misery have made me indifferent
Because reality is bitter and monotonous
We are not closer to the diaspora, but we are the same diaspora
Then I admit that I did not understand the intent of what I said about (work).
Because I often consider myself just a passer-by that no one may ever hate or love
Maybe I don't care and that's why life passes us by
As for the negatives that my tongue did not utter and my pen did not write since I was in this life
I often get backlashes and unflattering words, but I've never met him the same way
Every letter, published or unpublished, bears witness to my words
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You are my wise teacher.
My dear respected teacher:
I never had a partner
But I wrote a lot, and being here by chance made me post, and I did not expect reactions, whether positive or negative, compliments or mockery.
The world of the web is a good world that has made us communicate, but it has side effects, and you know them better than me
It may leave a trace, but it is intangible in the sense of the feeling of paper, books, pen, or face to face.
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Dear esteemed and esteemed teacher:
I am grateful from the bottom of my heart for your admiration and appreciation for my efforts and attempts to learn
But I admit that I never tried to correct any grammatical error or meaning,
But I leave it as it came in my mind, and here is a weakness in myself
Perhaps the extent to which I published my delirium and the blogger on my blog raises questions
And since you say (it's a muddled mess inside my assumptions and my theories).
Its really a mess but inside my posts and your questions are correct i.e. the writings are really messy for me
This is my confession to you
As for privacy, nothing is private as long as it is seen by the general public
Since I have nothing to hide, I write and forget
As for the reactions, I don't pretend they don't affect me.
But when no one understands the intent or the literary metaphors I use, I am often amazed
For example, to say on someone's tongue and address him, but I direct my message to myself and address it
But often literary metaphors, poor vocabulary, or lack of synonyms for language make it very difficult and the meaning loses its aesthetic or intended meaning.
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Dear Respected Teacher:
Repression is sometimes the real generator of prose speech in its various forms, but it must be within the ethics of writing
But I do not like courtesy at all, and I forgive those who did not understand the meaning of the saying
At some point, a person feels that nothing is worth it
As for you, my dear teacher:
You are of great stature and a bright mind
Close in spirit
I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart and allow me to keep your post on my blog
Because I will put it in my eyes
be fine
Thank you very much until you are satisfied
(ردود ادبيه ) وارفة البيان Statement is abundant
ما بين قلمها و طرسها نور يرتد من نعاس عينيها وما بين كل انملين كتاب فان اعطى سعف الباسقات ظل فما بين سبابتها و ابهامها بستان فواصله اقحوان واوراقه اردان على سطورها يزهر النارينج فنكتال بهرا ونكتحل دهشه فلا لوام لتلميذ اراد ان يرسم بين عينيه فراشة يطارد الوانها وتمده بربيعها فترحل الى شرفاتها اليعاسيب
يافعها يصير كهل وكهل اعادته يافع تفتح للهفة نافذه فتصير الابواب مهجوره تطل من عليائها تواضع و يصير الغياب ليل يغشاه اشتياق تمد للحنين جسرا معلقا في نهايته اللانهاية ماشطاتها كوكبة الثريا تجلس في عليائها لنرى ملامح الشمس هي الحقيقة المطلقه فلا يسوءها جاهل او متجاهل هي النسيم مالذي تفعله بجناحيك ياطائر هي البشارات ان توارت الاعياد سراج اين ماحلت مبجله اين ما تجلت جنان ادب ياورد والوجهة يافنار والامان برِها وبرها اقم عند شطئانها جوسق فاعذرينا ان التهمنا ابجديتك بشراهة
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Like its ripe palm trees, the hungry like me go up to its fruit. It is the wine of the ancients and the sweetness of the nobles. What has dried from its stem is the raisin that is the food of the orphan and the beloved. And its poets do not repent of staying up late in sculpting the poem, and then they do not come to describe it. Its readers search for an interpretation. Its statement is magic, and ignoring it is blasphemy, and I am satisfied with the stroke of its thumb to know its existence.
Between her pen and her palimpsest is a light that bounces off the slumber of her eyes, and between every two fingers is a book, and if it gives the fronds of the vines a shadow, then between her index finger and her thumb is a garden, and its interstices are chrysanthemums, and its leaves are roses, and on its lines the citronella blossoms. In its spring, the dragonflies fly to its balconies
Her youth becomes old, and her return is young. She opens a window for eagerness, and the doors become deserted. She looks down from her height. Humility, and absence becomes a night covered by longing. She extends for nostalgia a bridge suspended at its end. Infinity brushes her. The Pleiades constellation sits in her heaven so that we can see the features of the sun. She is the absolute truth, so the ignorant or ignorant person does not harm her. She is the breeze. What is she doing? With your wings, O bird, are the good news. If the holidays are hidden, they are a lamp. Wherever they are, they are venerable. Wherever they appear, the gardens of literature, O Ward, and the destination, O Lighthouse. And the safety of its land and land. Stay at its shores. So forgive us if we voraciously devoured your alphabet.